-another chapter of Quarter Life Crisis series-

halo saya kembali,,,

as i told you on the last post about quarter life crisis i promise to tell another stories.
so here it is.

kali ini saya mau cerita tentang galaunya saya.
as you know i am now on my middle 20's and stumbling to find a husband candidate.
but lately i think i've crush on 3 man. yes you not miss read it there is 3 man that
flutter my heart.

the 1'st man, he is my old crush since my college life. i meet him through the campus organization
i still remember the very first moment of us being alone.
he fill almost all of category that i've dreamed on about husband material.
but i dont know about how he feel towards me.
is he likes me back like the way i like him? just dont know.
maybe he just count me as a regular girl friend.
i dont have the chance to know about that, neither i have the courage to ask him that.
i tell a friend of mine that also his friend, i've crush on him.
in hope that she'll give this information to him.
but no, this is not give me an answer, and its turn to be more and more complicated.
it do makes me think he not seeing me as i am seeing him.
so yeah this is might not work.

the second one is the man from the job.
i've been working on my recent job for almost 8 months now.
and he is the only available man on the team, he is not taken but i think he has gf.
but i dont know for sure yet, this is just my guess.
he start to make a contact with me, i mean an intense one.
when we out for lunch after meeting he sit near me.
i mean this is happen most of the time like 8 of 10.
the recent one that happen is when we go to karaoke after work.
he sit near me and keep bumping to me while it's clearly a large room i mean,
a really really large one that possibly fit for double us in one time.
and also my friend told me that she is seems suspicious by the way he interacted with me.
she think he try to hit with me.
or this is just another not gonna work story for me.
i dont know.

the last one the third, is a man that my friend introduce to me.
he is fine, not a having a gf, and a good man.
at least that was the description that my friend give to me.
since i'm not the type of person that will trust a word without an investigation.
so i decide to do one.
yes i've been working on my detective instinct and a found more fact about him.
first, yes he the kind guy but he seems not interested in relationship in the near time.
he is the workaholic type and in the state to support the entire family.
so he is closely not gonna work on me.
i can really call i've crush on him.
but i think he would possibly be my crush.
but hey! you cant forget this. he is not interested in a relationship.
before it getting too deep i'll choose to move on and say goodbye.
because you know, it'll be hard if i've fallen for his charm.
better avoid before the disaster come.

fyuh~ finally i've told all the heart problem.
and it is help me to clear my mind
please wish me to meet some one that will complete me and also want me to complete him ASAP.
ya Rabbi please answer my prayer.

thanks for reading.