well i'm in my late 20's and still hasn't figure yet what the perfect carrier is?.
i can say i have 'not that steady' kind of a job.
i'm a contract based employee that once in two years will hit the 'cut off' periode,
which is mean i'll be forcedly leave the job for one months and being on stand by mode.
and after one month being cut off the company the company will call me if they're still need me and i'll come back with a hand full of application.
and here i am starting the day as a freshman.
this is not fair in my eyes as regular human being on earth.
why that makes me think like that?
here's the explanation
first once you become the 'fresh man'
all of your right is automatically will start fresh too i mean like reset to 0.
it mean you'll have no leave on pay why? it's simply because your contract makes you count as new recruits
if you wish to have such kind of leave on pay you need to wait 'till your term of office pass the one year stage.
which is never gonna happen. and you can wish it to be present in your next life after reincarnation.
the second is they also violated the so called Tunjangan Hari Raya,
even though you still the same employee with the same loyal personality on the top of the papper you're not.
you're count as freshman. there is a condition to get that THR fully paying is,
you need to work a full year a.k.a 12 months.
describing this kind of thing make me become even sadder.
the third i don't even get a legal delivery birth leave, if i give a birth i'll be forced to resign.
don't even dream they will pay your birth bill i'm gonna repeat this sentence.
it'll not happen in this life maybe on your life after reincarnation.
EVEN YOU'RE STILL THE SAME OLD PERSON, YOU'RE NOT DIE AND BORN BACK TO LIFE AS A NEWBORN.
you're still you.
why do i don't deserve the 'same' benefit as permanent employee?
i can guarantee my loyalty to company is'nt different with them.
i submit most of the report as schedule, on time!
i even come to office early than the so called 'permanent staff'.
i work as hard as they're.
i don't know who to blame the HRD or the company?
the one thing that i'm sure about is they turn me to hold old grudge towards them.
and if i've a chance i'll crush every single pieces of it.
right now i keep sending job applications this and there.
i'm wishing to find a company that will value me as much as i value them.
this two side kind of relationship i want.
not the relation-shit that i had right now.
dear god do you still there isn't it?
you listen to my prayer don't you?
amin.
