Hello it’s me again ^^, I choose to make a comeback on blog
and start write again this is one of my way to let my brain release some of its negative vibe.
Uhm can you See the difference from my
last post? Yes, I’m writing in English hoho~
even my English is not perfect but I’ll try hope you enjoy it.
Well I’m back to the struggling world of job seeker after I quit
my job on the last july and still not find a new one yet. I hope you who read
this post wouldn’t mind to send me a pray to be salary woman again as soon as
possible hehe~ thanks in advance. For your information I’ve sent like 2-3 job applications in daily basis, and its
only give me one interview schedule on the last December and the result seems
like I don’t make it.
There is more thing to make
me feel uneasy and under pressure I see
some of my college friend already find and enjoying a stable life as employees on this and that
company, I feel so small (T,T). And You know
there’s a kind of person who keep digging and asking about your personal matter
and be like hey look she’s still do bad than us haha! lets laugh as hard as
possible but don’t forget to put best act of empathy afterward. I pray for
people like this to never feel what I feel.
Well well Don’t mind such loser, let them
be but don’t forget to give them a flying watermelon right on the face haha~.
Actually there may still a bright side of being job seeker, one for example is you still can wake up late in the morning and being unproductive all day
haha~ it’s not that bright huh? Forget that. And this is what I hate the most of hitting back the job seeker world again, I am penniless I am very poor I mean I’m broke very very broke
like totally broke I have zero income. I can’t afford anything like a trash. No
no asking money to my parent is not a solution, Is a big no! support my financial life is no
longer their duty. I don’t want to become
a double trash. I should be able to
support my self, and I think it’s already the time for me to change position
with them now It’s my turn to support
their financial life. I really wish for that to happen asap.
In this state of my broken soul and financial life, some of
my friend ask me to join their holiday plan yes, holiday plan. Hey look, I can’t even afford a cup of starbuck coffee and you ask for
what?! Holiday?? Oh live on my dream. Sometimes I do love to traveling and
wish I can visit at least a new country in one year but how suppose I make it
happen when I don’t have money. Please just wish me can go back to work immediately
so I can happily be your travel mate. Dear company out there please read my
application and hire me, I ask you desperately I’m begging you. I wish I can find a stable job as soon as
possible then I’m gonna married (although I don’t have husband candidate yet
haha~) and live happily ever after.
Thanks for reading and I hope the reader can understand my
bad English hihi~
See you soon, I’ve much more of ‘quarter life crisis’ series
that I need to tell, wait in the next post .
Have a blessing day XOXO ^^
